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Obsession by JoshRamsayObsessed, literature

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Obsession

1. Compulsive preoccupation with a fixed idea or an unwanted feeling or emotion accompanied by symptoms of anxiety. 2. A compulsive, often unreasonable idea or emotion. Its my obsession. My dirty little secret. I talk to you, dream about you, even make up my own fantasies starring us in my head. And no one knows but me. You're everywhere I go but only in my head. No one would understand the way I keep you near. Even if I try to leave you I see you everywhere. Your eyes, your smile, your laugh haunt me. I don't know how to escape you. How do you escape your own head? How do you run away from something of you i

Smoke and Mirrors by JoshRamsayObsessed, literature

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Smoke and Mirrors

Its really not so hard. And no one really cares about my reasons. They only care that its out of the norm. Well I'd apologize for being different but I would be lying. I don't care They think I'm a freak. I will proudly proclaim it. If it helped me find myself again. I let too many in. Too many got in the way. They've become my enemy and my fears. Smoke and mirrors The tools of magicians and illusionists. Cool stares and practiced indifference My tools to hide the truth. Like the masks I collect I feel as though as a masquerade. Dancing and playing behind a colorful ruse Of lies and secrets and half-truths.

Final Goodbye by JoshRamsayObsessed, literature

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Final Goodbye

As we sit here we're at a loss. Its so hard to make a coherent thought. We can't, wont, refuse to believe it. That someone so larger than life could have left us so soon. We've been told that you're in a better place. With no sadness, no suffering or pain, no tears. But that doesn't much help our sadness, our pain, and our tears. Though we are comforted knowing that you've found peace at last. And in the memories we have of you that we share together. We'll remember the good and cherish the love we felt. So now we'll let go of the bad, think fondly of our yesterdays. As we say our final goodbyes. And as we do, we take heart in kno

Thank you, from me to you by JoshRamsayObsessed, literature

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Thank you, from me to you

SO my heart's not broken and my pride's unaffected. I shed no tears over you and I'm not angry. I said I wanted a man but you were just a little boy playing dress up with his daddy's suit and tie. I've let it go and it may not seem like it yet. But by page's end you will know. I went looking for something I never should have sought out. I don't want to be dependent, I won't be dependent on a man to be happy. I've accepted being alone for now, my feelings of insecurity and desperation have fled. Being alone, I'm finding contentment once again. I'm getting back to my basics. Yes, it says I a lot but guess what That's because

Did something happen? by JoshRamsayObsessed, literature

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Did something happen?

And this hell you've sent me to I've never been so low, I've never felt so unwanted. I usually hide them so well but today I couldn't, it even hurt to laugh or smile. When you didn't show I thought something happened, and maybe something did but I deserve an explanation. To say my heart is broken would be a lie but I did let down some, is not all of my walls. I gave you the chance you asked from me. If something happened its out of your control but if not your chance it gone. If it was because you were 'nervous' well I was too but I went for it. What happened? What went wrong? Or am I the wrong one.... Or am I just wro

This girl. by JoshRamsayObsessed, literature

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This girl.

You see I know this girl. And she's, well... She's pretty damn awesome. She can light up a room and you know when she's gone. But she doesn't know. She's beautiful but that's not all; Her personality it outrageous. Her smile and laugh infectious. She can be naive. Her amazing blue eyes hide her brain. She can be dramatic and exhausting. And straight up annoying. She's vulnerable, this I know. And she just wants to be loved for who she is and not what someone else wants to make her. Maybe they don't think she should but she does. She doesn't give a damn what they say or think. She doesn't give a damn if they like her. Sh'e

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It all disappears only to reappear. The pain, fear, and frustration. Her pain, fear, and frustration From life disappears. But only to make room for It from him. And no matter how hard you try You fall just a little harder each time. She knows she shouldn't That it's not healthy. She'll only end up like before With her heart ripped apart and bleeding. He doesn't give her a thought Until he needs something. Knowing she'll come running Not knowing her worth. And not knowing her worth She runs as fast she can. Then one day She doesn't answer. She's found her worth In another's eyes. He treats her right. He would rip out hi

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That one girl

She's that one girl you see with the pencil woven between her skinny fingers She's the one who sits in the corner instead of the middle of the room The one who's always last to speak The one who's words are kept secret to everyone but herself Always the one who bites her own tongue She's the girl who's beautiful but doesn't think the same way She's the one who can't be convinced of the talents she holds The flare that ignites the lives of the people around her but she can't feel the heat for herself She is weighed down by the insecurities she slings over her shoulders She's unconvinced of her own style her own special self She'

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Dear Daddy, I hate you.

Dad, There's something I want you to know, Because, hey dad.. I'm not stupid. I know you're not going to be here Anymore. Something I wanted to say.. I hate you. I hate how you've been there for me. I hate how you made me who I am today. I hate how you've always inspired me, And I hate how you've been the best father anyone could ask for. I hate how I know you enough to know exactly what you're going to say. I hate how you know me the same way. I hate how you love your family more than anything. I hate how you've been strong just so we don't feel weak, And I hate how you never gave up on us. On your family. On your daughters. On me. I hate

By the Light of the Moon by CharleyCHEMICAL, literature

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By the Light of the Moon

Damon looked out at the city streets, hearing the sounds of the night - Cars, sirens, screeching tyres - He gave a half smile to nothing in particular, topped up his glass with bourbon and sat down in the nearest chair. He twisted the glass in his hand, watching the glass patterns reflect onto the table. He had so much on his mind and this was one way to be rid of the words his heart had produced into his head. He wanted to solve the puzzle, Who was the original vampire that he shared his bloodline with? Why couldn't he just go back in time and see for himself - Things were just getting too complicated an

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Jan 20
United States
Deviant for 13 years
www.facebook.com/#!/LizzMarCandles
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I'm a natural blonde without so many blond tendencies. I'm a nerd and a dork-there's a difference- and I hurt myself at least 5 times a day. If I don't I either didn't do much that day or I had a really great day and didn't notice getting hurt.
Almost all that I put up will be writing-poems. If I ever actually finish any of my drawings and they aren't epic fails I may post them.

Current Residence: home
Favorite Quote: "There goes my hero. He's ordinary"

The web link is for the candle business I own with my mom. We can do almost any scent, prices are listed on the page. Just send us a message and let us know what you want. We are based out of I want say Gardner Texas but don't quote me. I live in Ohio and she lives in Texas, but either of us can take orders and I can pass them on to her.

Favourite Movies

Alice, Malice in Wonderland, Harry Potters, Red Riding Hood, Beastly, The Last Song, Charlie St. Cloud

Favourite TV Shows

NCIS, NCIS: LA, Criminal Minds, Covert Affairs, Haven, Eureka, The Vampire Diaries, True Blood, Fairly Legal, Glee

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Marianas Trench, Simple Plan, Paramore, We the Kings, Hey Monday, RJA, The Ready Set, The Calling, One Direction, Gym Class Heros, Lady Antebellum, Eden's Edge

Favourite Books

The Chronicles of Narnia 1-7, Harry Potters, Gone With the Wind,

Favourite Writers

Nora Roberts, Lisa Jackson, James Patterson, C.S. Lewis, J.K. Rowling, Kerstin Gier, Cate Tiernan, Nicholas Sparks, Brenda Novak, Sandra Marton

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Photography, music, candle-making, scrapbooking

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JoshRamsayObsessed

Mar 24, 2011

My Bestie

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To my bestie: I love everything about you. I would never change anything about you. I'm so glad that we became such great friends. I know that you would do anything for me and I want you to know that I will do anything and everything for you. I wouldn't trade you for $1 million, you are worth so much more than anything this world would ever give. I know that you are always there with an ear, a box of tissues, and baseball bats and your daddy's shotgun for the jerk who deserves it. I just want to say thanks for allowing me to be just as crazy as you and as annoying as you can be and just as stubborn and for agreeing with me when I said my pare